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A little girl looks for her Father

I thought maybe it was this simple answer. I am only looking for Our Father in Heaven so I can have His Name. When I addressed Yahweh I felt it between my legs. Yahweh is The god of The Canaanites. I wrote this page before I found out.

2021-12-30 I experienced the same thing with Ahyah.

Revelation 2022-02-19 I now understand much more than I did before. As women, we must carry our cross. Any woman who has ever being violated or masculinized by a male spirit creature knows, it is the most unholy, unnatural and indecent experience that a woman can have. If we have eternal love for Our Father in Heaven, we will accept this as His will in this matter of carrying our cross. True Our Father is singular masculine only and so is Yeshua and will never understand what it is to be a woman so violated in such an unholy, unnatural and indecent way, but we must accept it. Satan does not really want to prove anything about us nor can he. It is pure entainment for him, but it is allowed. So if we must be Satan’s whores to prove our loyalty to our Father in Heaven and our love for Him, we will.

The scripture says there is neither male nor female in Christ. It is a part of being Christian and we carry our cross and will not blame God.

All I ever did was love God and His Son and love people ever since I ran to Sunday School as a little girl, I couldn’t wait to be there, and I carry my cross. I am clean and holy, regardless how vulgar the experience or how defiled I feel.

Every woman has a little girl inside of them that retreats when a woman is violated. So as a Christian I carry my cross. The little girl inside of me is innocence itself, and does not understand, but I am a Christian woman at such times and understand. Such is the case of the cycle of violence against women by men.

The little girl inside of me only loves her Father, but at least now I know why I feel the way I do when I am violated.

This is the degree each one must have eternal love for Our Father in Heaven.

There is no injustice with God. This is also scriptural.

Being one of Satan’s whores is different to Satan using advanced technology to touch part of your brain to produce sensations on your body.

Justice is beautiful.

We are devoted to Our Father in Heaven, body, mind, skin and bone.

With love,


Yahweh The God of Isra’al

Isra’al means “Righteous God”

Only Meshikhi constitute spiritual Isra’al

This website should be considered required reading by all religious institutions and faiths.

ܗܝܕܝܢ ܐܡܪ ܠܗ ܝܫܘܥ ܙܠ ܠܟ ܣܛܢܐ ܟܬܝܒ ܓܝܪ ܕܠܡܪܝܐ ܐܠܗܟ ܬܣܓܘܕ ܘܠܗ ܒܠܚܘܕܘܗܝ ܬܦܠܘܚ
Matthew 4:10 Then Yeshua said unto him, “Go away, Satana! For, it is written: ‘You shall thesgud {worship, literally bow down to or cause to be venerated} Yahweh and Him alone shall you serve!’ ” ( The Holy Aramaic Scriptures)

Link: tsgwd – ܬܣܓܘܕ

The words of Yeshua are sacred. 

An ancient riddle solved

Proverbs 30:4 Who hath ascended up into heaven, or descended? who hath gathered the wind in his fists? who hath bound the waters in a garment? who hath established all the ends of the earth? what is his name, and what is his son’s name, if thou canst tell? ~King James Version

God’s Name in Hebrew יהוח

יהוח are the four letters that represent God’s Name in Hebrew, known as the Hebrew Tetragrammaton. God’s Name, in the form of the Hebrew Tetragrammaton, is found 6,728 times in the Hebrew Scriptures. The Torah is the supreme authority of the Bible, written without vowels. God’s Name in Hebrew is read from right to left יהוח (YHWH).

The voiced palatal approximant is a type of consonant used in many spoken languages. The symbol in the International Phonetic Alphabet that represents this sound is ⟨j⟩. The equivalent X-SAMPA symbol is j, and in the Americanist phonetic notation it is ⟨y⟩. 

In other words, when translating from Hebrew to English the first letter is a /y/ not a /j/.

Phoenician 𐤅‎ (w, “waw”). Compare Arabic و‎ (w) and Hebrew ו‎ (w)

Ancient Hebrew by Christopher Rollston

Voiced bilabial means your upper and lower lips form the /w/ shape and sound called a “waw” in Hebrew.

Q. About when did the Hebrew ‘waw’ begin to be taken as ‘vav’?

A. The historic pronunciation of this letter (a voiced bilabial) is /waw/, a pronunciation attested in various Semitic languages (ancient and modern).  Moreover, even the Masoretes (600 C.E.–1000 C.E.) arguably pronounced this letter as /waw/ (not /vav/).  The common pronunciation of this letter today as /vav/ (rather than /waw/) is a reflection of conventions in the modern period, primarily those hailing from Germanic language practices (notice, for example, that the German letter /w/ is pronounced as an English /v/, not as an English /w/; thus, the German word “Wasser” [water] is pronounced /vasser/ in German).  In sum, the tradition of pronouncing this letter as /waw/ is historically more accurate (and so it is found in many grammars of biblical Hebrew, including Thomas Lambdin’s).  The convention of pronouncing it as /vav/ is also acceptable, but this pronunciation does hail from the modern period. 

Christopher Rollston, “Ancient Hebrew”, n.p. [cited 9 Jun 2021]. Online:


Christopher Rollston
Associate Professor, George Washington University

Christopher Rollston is an associate professor in the Department of Classical and Near Eastern Languages and Civilizations at George Washington University.  He is a philologist and epigrapher of ancient Near Eastern and Mediterranean languages and works in more than a dozen ancient and modern languages, including Hebrew, Aramaic, and Greek, as well as Ugaritic, Phoenician, Akkadian, Ammonite, and Moabite. He is the author of several books, including Writing and Literacy in the World of Ancient Israel (SBL,  2010).

Yah יָהּ

How YHWH becomes Yah

Yah is the first syllable of the Name Yahweh and is the poetic form of the Name Yahweh in the Bible.

For example, in Psalms 115:18, it is written

Because it occurs in isolation as יָהּ pronounced /yah/, we know the partial pronunciation of the Tetragrammaton יהוה.

YH in the Torah is Yah and the Third letter is a /w/ or waw. That adds up to Yahwh.

Since we have so much of the Divine Name, it doesn’t take an expert to figure out that it is Yahweh.

יָהוֶה Yahweh. There is no other way to spell it or pronounce it in Hebrew.

Zechariah 14:9 In that day Yahweh will be king over all the Earth and shall be one and His Name one. Yahweh it shall be.

These are ancient languages lost in antiquity, ancient Hebrew and Koine Greek and God understands. Be in prayer to God and do everything in the Name of Yeshua. God can only have one name in fulfillment of Zechariah 14:9. Prove it to yourself.

David’s God Yahweh

Proverbs 18:10 The Name of Yahweh is a strong tower, the righteous run to it and are safe.

1 Samuel 17:45 David said to the Philistine, “You come against me with sword and spear and javelin, but I come against you in the Name of Yahweh, the God of the armies of Isra’al, whom you have defied.

The Name of The Son of God

יֱשַּׁע Yeshua is The Messiah

Yeshua (pronounced ye-‘shu’-a) is The Messiah Hebrew יֱשַּׁע Aramaic ܝܫܘܥ Greek Ἰησοῦ Matthew 1:1

Yeshua The Messiah (Yeshua Meshikha ܕܝܫܘܥ ܡܫܝܚܐ in Aramaic)

There are two people, nothing strange. A Father and His first created Son. 

Most Sacred to Our Father in Heaven. Just as Abraham and Isaac were two people, a father and his son, So Yahweh and Yeshua are two people, a father and his son. It is no problem to say The Son of God because that is what He is. It is not a title. He is the firstborn of God’s children in Heaven just as we are God’s children on Earth. This is scriptural (Colossians 1:15). Before Yeshua was created, God was alone.

Faith in Yeshua is what is required in our time period. The ancient people who hoped in The Messiah had no evidence, yet they believed. We have evidence in the Christian Greek Scriptures, places, times, rulers and the existence of 53 actual people verified by archaeology [PDF]. And no historian will deny the historicity of Yeshua. This is why we are required to have faith only.

ܒܗܕܐ ܢܕܥ ܟܠ ܐܢܫ ܕܬܠܡܝܕܝ ܐܢܬܘܢ ܐܢ ܚܘܒܐ ܢܗܘܐ ܒܟܘܢ ܚܕ ܠܘܬ ܚܕ
John 13:35 By this you will announce to mankind you are a disciple if you have love among one another and towards each one.~The Aramaic Scriptures

Yeshua is The Messiah pronounced יֱשַּׁע Ye’-shu’-a

There is only one Lord in the Sacred Bible, Yeshua The Messiah (Ephesians 4:5)


Yesha יֶשַׁע absolute state (salvation)

Sounds like Yesha even when you spell it Yeshua יֶשַׁוּע [PDF]

Yeshua means “Salvation”.

It is pronounced Ye’-shu’-a.

Locally, He would have been called Yeshua (Ye’shu’uh) (This is a slight Galilean Aramaic accent on the last syllable). It’s just something to know about Him. The night of Yeshua’s trial, Peter’s accent gave him away as a Galilean.

and in the Torah the final letter is always ayin. There is a partial /a/ sound in it.

Once again we return to the Torah for absolution. It is the supreme authority in Hebrew.

שוע is pronounced shu’-a Salvation.

Therefore Ye’shu’a is absolute. Ye’sha and shu’a. Both

Ye’sha in the absolute state ישַּׁע and shu’a ישע . So for for pronunciation we will favor the absolute state “and” the Torah. Ye’shu’a. Our Father in Heaven made it impossible to undermine it or to change the pronunciation.

The reason it’s not Ye-shu’-ah [PDF]

Philippians 2:9 Wherefore God also hath highly exalted him, and given him a name which is above every name: ~King James Version

The Meshikhi

Meshikhi – Hebrew משיחי
Transliteration: mshychy (
Translation: adj. Christian, Messianic
Meshikhi meaning: “of the Messiah” or “A Follower of the Messiah”. 

You are Meshikhi when you transcend religion because you are following Yeshua the Messiah more closely. We have put faith in His sacrifice. We are adorned and bejeweled with the love of our Heavenly Father Ahyah. He is our shield and our beloved God. This is our family and you are one of God’s children. He only wants you to know that He loves you.

We are Meshikhi, Followers of The Messiah and this is The Meshikhi Faith. We are Christians.

We are the happiest people in the world because we only love.

Dr. Michael S. Heiser “Yahweh is the best guess”.

Dr. Michael S. Heiser. Yahweh “is” the best guess. Yahweh is indeed a verb phrase in Hebrew that means means “He who brings into being”.

Torah, nothing added, nothing taken away is the scriptural principle.

With love.

But we must have faith.

Yeshua is from Heaven.

Yeshua is the final authority.

Yeshua is The One Lord (Ephesians 4:5) and our oldest brother in Heaven.

Yeshua is The promised Messiah.

Yeshua is The Christ, The Son of The Living God (Matthew 16:16)

Yeshua is not God.

Now you know. Yahweh and Yeshua. Two people, nothing strange. A Father and His Son.

God cannot die and I have explained every possibility about Yahweh and Yeshua on about the two people.

Where there is no mercy, there is no God and no Son of God.

How Yeshua understood Abba

It is true that in the Jewish Talmud and other Jewish documents we find statements such as “When a child experiences the taste of wheat (i.e., when it is weaned), it learns to say ’abbā and ’immā” (Berakot 40a in the Babylonian Talmud)

Transliterating The Aramaic Scriptures

The Khaburis codex was obtained by Norman Malek-Yonan and attorney Dan MacDougald in 1966 for $25,000. It “was purchased from the library of an ancient Assyrian monastery atop one of the mountains of Assyria, near the River Habbor, or in Aramaic, Khabur, hence the name ‘Khaburis’.”

II Peter, II John, III John, Jude and Revelation are not found in the Khaburis Codex.

The Khaburis Manuscript is 65 years older than the oldest Greek text.

Proto-Semitic did not originally have a distinction between definite and indefinite nouns, but over time many Semitic languages developed their own systems of distinguishing between the two. In Hebrew it was by adding ha- to the beginning of the word, while in Arabic they add al-. In Aramaic, they decided instead to add a suffix: -a.

So in early Aramaic, ab would mean “a father”, while aba meant “The Father”.

Mark 14:36 in Aramaic Yeshua said ܐܒܐ ܐܒܝ “Aba, Ab” (Transliterated letter for letter from Eastern Syriac)

Mark 14:36 in Aramaic Yeshua said ܐܒܒܐ ܐܒܝ “Abba, Ab” (Western Dialect) or “Abba, Father” in agreement with The Bible.

Think of God as “father” with a small /f/ and “Father” with a capital /F/ and you will understand everything about this expression at Mark 14:36, Romans 8:15 and Galatians 4:6.

This is what Yeshua wanted for people more than anything.

Remember, God loves you and Yeshua loves you.

  • Mark 14:36 “Aba, Father,” he said, “everything is possible for you. Take this cup from me. Yet not what I will, but what you will.”
  • Rom. 8:15 The Spirit you received does not make you slaves, so that you live in fear again; rather, the Spirit you received brought about your adoption to sonship. And by him we cry, “Aba, Father.”
  • Gal. 4:6 Because you are his sons, God sent the Spirit of his Son into our hearts, the Spirit who calls out, “Aba, Father.”

Both Yeshua and Paul provide the meaning of the word Aba as ‘Father’. The point Paul is making both here and in Galatians 4 is that being able to address God as ‘Father’ is a profound privilege. This is what separates the son from the mere servant. As adopted sons, we are privileged now to address God as “Father,” not merely collectively as was the Jewish custom, but individually which was inconceivable to Jewish thinking. This is why the Jews attempted to stone Jesus for blasphemy in John 5:18 when he called God his Father.

“For this reason, therefore, the Jews were seeking all the more to kill Him, because He not only was breaking the Sabbath, but also was calling God His own Father, making Himself equal with God.”

Paul says for us to be able to address God as “Father” is a privilege we now enjoy that we did not previously have.

Matthew Chapter 24 undergoing fulfillment

Meshikhi: אהיה Ahyah (as in Eliyah) is the word for God at Exodus 3:14. The Tribulation foretold by Yeshua is undergoing fulfillment at this time. A major component of The Tribulation will be spiritual. Only have faith in Our Sacred Father and in The Sacrifice of Yeshua and be saved.Meaning of אייא Ayya at Genesis 1:1
Hebrew אב קדוש Sacred Father

Ab kadush (pronounced ahb kadush) are the phonics in English for Sacred Father.

אייא Ayya is the word to use for God at Genesis 1:1 to fix The Torah
and אהיה Ahyah at Exodus 3:14.

בקדמין ברא יי ית שמיא וית ארעא Genesis 1:1 Targum Onkelos
Transliteration bqdmyn bra yy yt shmyt vyt artsa

Corrected using the Hebrew Lexilogos KeyboardD

Do not be confused. Ahyah at Genesis 3:14 is correct. Satan is attempting to use the corrupt Hebrew diactrics system to create Ea or Ihyah in any form, The Tetragrammaton is now secure. Scriptural principle: nothing added, nothing taken away. We are working with a copy of the Torah, not the original. The word for God at Genesis 1:1 Elohim is an insertion.

Exodus 3:14 And God said unto Moses, Ahyah asher Ihyah and he said, Thus shalt thou say unto the children of Isra’al, Ahyah hath sent me unto you.

Meaning of Ahyah asher Ihyah. “I am Ahyah who is called Ea”. In other words, “I am Ahyah and they are calling me Ea”.


It’s really easy, His Name is Yahweh but we don’t call Him that when we talk to Him. We just call Him Ayya, Sacred Father.

It’s raining diamonds on Jupiter
by the power of God

Putting God and The Governments that God has given power to on notice 2021-12-15

From T’Yeshua Sher (Ps. 45:9,10,11 NIV)

As of this date 2021-12-15 God has no excuse whatsoever to not make this knowledge available worldwide. I have done my due diligence and made His Name Ahyah and His Son’s Name Yeshua absolutely known. Any delay will be considered delinquency of God. The Roman Religion and The Synagogue of Satan (Watch Tower and Kabbalistic Judaism, not Kosher Judaism) must be destroyed by saving them with this knowledge and people must get spiritual relief. I am a loving and nurturing woman but have no patience for anything other than this happening. All I ever did was to love God, to love His Son and to love people with eternal love.

And if the governments of this world do not get it together and fix those aircraft with those absolute security problems, don’t blame me at all. I will laugh at you. God has given you power to rule and He can take it away just as easy. And if you think you are secure in any way from the terrorists who are with Satan you are kidding yourself and they are listening to you in your homes and hacking you and framing you and gaslighting you and everything that you do is tracked via Internet and GPS and everything else Satan has made available to his servants. You are so compromised, it’s not even funny. The terrorists have access to the same electronic gadgets you have available at any spy store online. Yes, they can hear you whisper from a mile away too. BTW dress casually, do not have an undercover “uniform”. Do not put your finger to your ear or talk into your wrist, you are vulnerable in crowds. And you’d better learn to firewall the grid and the terrorist WiFi WAN because this asymmetrical war is electronic and they are very very good at it, because Satan is telling scientists in their countries how to do things. He is a defrocked cherub from Heaven, with absolute knowledge of the electromagnetic spectrum and technology. He has no power from God whatsoever, but he doesn’t need it, he just needs you not to have faith in God.

For North America to win the economic war and become obscenely rich, every day must become 50% off day for all consumer products. The enemy knows that volume of consumers is the way to go economically.

Perceived as weak

They believe that their economic strength is from God and that the “Evil West” is weak. Therefore North America must become absolutely wealthy.

For North America to balance the world economy and become obscenely rich, every day must become 50% off day for all consumer products. Your economic opponents know that volume of consumers is the way to go economically.

The rule of 50%. Which is best?

100,000 @ $100 or 1,000,000 @ $50


100,000 @ $10 or 1,000,000 @ $5

These are modest numbers. The actual numbers with 8,000,000,000 people on Earth is far greater than you can imagine.

In 2017, there were 3.5 billion consumers in the world. By 2030, the number will be 5.6 billion. 88% of the next billion consumers will be from Asia.

Do the math now.

Just a principle, but you get the idea. This especially applies to 100% Natural rolled and dried tobacco and to Natural alcohol products.

Then and only then will you be able to negotiate a fair price for oil. Dubai West is what you will be if you listen to me. Having trillions of dollars is not a sin, unless of course you are a church with a trillion dollars in a swiss bank account and asking poor people for money and extorting from them. The Bible principle is at Matthew 10:8 you received free, give without charge. Any religion that charges money for priestly services may be taxed at 100% retroactively as far back as you can find. Tax them out of existence for doing this to people.

These are modest numbers. The actual numbers with 8,000,000,000 people on Earth is far greater than you can imagine.

In 2017, there were 3.5 billion consumers in the world. By 2030, the number will be 5.6 billion. 88% of the next billion consumers will be from Asia.

Do the math now.

Just a principle, but you get the idea. This especially applies to 100% Natural rolled and dried tobacco and to Natural alcohol products.

Stop being beggars and stop kowtowing to religion when Ahyah who is God and Yeshua who is the Son of God doing God’s will, are telling you what you can do to be happy.

Ahyah is God. Yeshua is Lord with absolute power from God except for prayer, and has prepared everything for you in advance. Only have faith at this time. God’s Kingdom in the hands of Yeshua, The actual Son of God, will accomplish this.

Then and only then will you be able to negotiate a fair price for oil. Dubai West is what you will be if you listen to me. Having trillions of dollars is not a sin, unless of course you are a church with a trillion dollars in a swiss bank account and asking poor people for money and extorting from them. The Bible principle is at Matthew 10:8 you received free, give without charge. Any religion that charges money for priestly services may be taxed at 100% retroactively as far back as you can find. Tax them out of existence for doing this to people.

I have 23 years of Biblical Research experience that could help The Hebrew Speaking world communicate perfectly about the Bible with the Arabic Speaking world and you know it. There is no reason whatsoever for there not to be Middle East Peace and an end to terrorism.

I also have 15 years of Military Communications experience and you know it. I am also a loyal Canadian Citizen and a loyal dual citizen of Canada and The United States in reality.

Urgent to do

Shield all aircraft control panels with copper lining IMMEDIATELY.
Well you know, the big boys got the big toys, like satellites and well, they are with Satan and Satan is teaching them fancy EM tricks.

And not just that.

Plug in your iPhone in the bathroom on a plane and with the right software, you got yourself, a neato, keeno, home appliance over the wiring in the plane. And it does internet too.
That’s always convenient.

God doesn’t want to see any more terrorism at all.

Please do the shielding on planes including Airforce 1, if you know what I mean, like YESTERDAY.

And make sure there’s no networking going on through the wiring on the plane. Isolate the bathroom outlets so they can not affect aircraft operations.

And also, the outlets on the passenger convenient phone plug ins.

With love,

I am not Sher after all.

Only one person knows who God is and that is me. Ahyah who is Yahweh is the answer.

A little girl looks for her Father, but moreso, does not understand


Please pray to Our Father in Heaven for me. I have been through a terrible experience, I do not blame Our Father in Heaven or Yeshua or anyone else from Heaven. But things are like this for people, and it has interfered with my ministry on Earth to just love people and help them and it is unacceptable to me in every way. It is unholy and an abomination to me, being female. I am only a girl born with a birth defect and had it removed surgically and I need an answer, but bigger questions have arisen. Someone is trying to turn me against my Father, against my Lord Yeshua and against my spiritual brothers and sisters in Heaven. It is a paradox thing that keeps happening to me and it is unacceptable that it is allowed at all for a female.

Consider that both Father and Yeshua are male, singular masculine 100%.

Note: in spiritual communications we hear both sides of the spiritual world and Satan may use the EM Spectrum while you are discerning the spirits to manipulate your vocal chords. This is known as the voice of Satan and I highly suspect The Angel of Satan mentioned by Paul in The Bible.

Question for Our Father in Heaven. Is it the same for a female to have a male spirit thing, from whatever source violate a woman? Question 2 Is it the same for a man being raped by a woman as it is for a woman being raped by a man. This has happened to me. I am a nice girl from Chatham, Ontario. I know who I am. All I ever did was love my Father in Heaven, love His Son and loved people. Question 3 Why is there a masculine thing being imposed on my vocal chords Father in Heaven. Is it the same for a girl to have the angel of Satan thing like Paul Father? It was probably different for Paul than for me daddy, because he is not a girl. That is all I am saying, or will ever say. This has gone on for 7 years and it is unacceptable to me, being tortured in this way. I will not accept it, no way. If you think that I should have a masculine thing in my mouth and in my throat that is destroying me, I want an acceptable reason why. Does everyone have the angel of Satan thing Father? Considering the unique way I have been attacked on this Earth for my entire life and still have eternal love for you, Yeshua and our family. I have to wonder Father. Where is the rage of a Father when His daughter is being violated, and where is the rage of The Lord also when He is the one with absolute power and authority, except for prayer.

It is a paradox Father that I simply cannot answer. Perhaps billions of your children on Earth asking you this question will help you come up with an answer. There is no male or female in Christ and this is not what this is about, so don’t try that scripture upon me or I will laugh at you. Seriously, as long as everyone is being tortured this way that has been born with a birth defect and had a life like me, I will carry not only the cross, but the penis too.

I couldn’t help but wonder. Love is natural. When someone demonstrates love for you it is only natural to love them back. If a daddy walks into a room and finds his daughter being violated, there is no question what will happen. He will either destroy the one violating his daughter in a blind rage, or go and get his gun and shoot him. And he is justified in doing it because love is diametrically opposite to evil and is naturally opposed to it.

Neither Father nor Yeshua know what it is to be a woman, to have the feelings of a woman, they do not have the ways of a maiden, nor can they understand us or what it means to a woman to be gody, righteousness from our perspective or anything about us in reality or how feel when we are violated in such an unholy, ungodly and feel like dogshit because of it.

You see, a funny thing happens to your brain when you are thinking to yourself and it is not the person you know as yourself, it is someone else. And I have experienced mental death, and know what it is like. I thought that that would be it. But the torture continues unabated and is why the question lingers in the air.

Therefore, there is nothing to forgive.

The question still hangs in the air, and all existing people and all who have ever lived and all who ever will live, will know the answer the the question, “Is it the same, Abba?”

What hath man wrought, also a question for Abba to ask Himself. As far as your Created Sacred daughters we are the ones left to rot as this is done to us.

It is a subject that is danced around and everyone dances arounded madly, in fear of asking such a question. I have no such fear, because I have eternal love for my Father in Heaven and as The Bible says, “Love throws fear outside”. Abba identifies himself as masculine in the Bible, singular, masculine, but it is impossible to know what Yeshua has felt when He was on Earth living as a man.

It’s a matter of symmetry. There is dynamic symmetry which is primarily what Father used when Creating the female and there is static symmetry Father used when creating the female.

I have noted that people who knew me before, do not look at me the same as they do if they meet me without the conditioning from birth and experience that I had before I became totally self aware. I have had periods of time, very intimate time as my actual self, but only in absolute privacy where I could relax privately and be myself. The moment I detected another person I would instantly resume the lie which is what it is really as you hide your identity as a woman in an instant of time without even knowing what you are doing. It is instant and automatic. And Satan wants to convince me, by doing whatever he is doing to my vocal chords to convince my brain, that I am male. I am not. I am a women in every sense of the word, emotionally, spiritually, the natural movement of my body, the ways of maiden I know, and the feelings of a woman do I have and the soul of a woman do I have.

The fear of God is reverent love and respect. Nothing else. Once you have that, there is no problem talking to Our
Father in Heaven, it is that simple.

This is me talking to my Father in Heaven, My Abba

I now understand what happened as a child. Satan scared my mother to death with a firetruck. It caused a spike in adrenaline which caused a boost in testosterone and gave me my birth defect. The soul is formed first, I have the soul of a woman.

Satan and the demons are utilizing the Electromagnetic Spectrum (EM Spectrum) in ways we do not understand because they have no power from God and must resort to this. The primary used are photons (light), chemical reactions (physical sensations) and the part of the EM Spectrum known as radio (voices of any kind). Images are projected in the mind of a person, by Satan and the demons to create these situations. I was listening to two parents crying during an interview on the radio and they said, we would never to that to our child. I believed them at the time because you can tell when people are lying or telling the truth at such an aweful moment in their lives. I now also know what was done to me as a child. An image of my daddy doing something to me was projected into my brain and so, later in life the image was recalled by me and I did not understand why I was depressed and it is in my psychiatric records, I explained that the images were like snapshots in my mind. My daddy is innocent of anything at all and I know because at 82 years old he travelled to Ottawa Canada to see what had happened when we lost communication with each other. And he told me “You are my beautiful daughter Tiffany and told me that he loves me no matter what”. I had a flood of love that I have never experienced in my entire existence ever and I knew with a certainty that my daddy loves me and that I am his daughter and I am special. When this happened, I opened prayer to Our Father in Heaven so that He could help me handle this overwhelming experience. I called Him Dad, but immediately corrected myself, but I wish I hadn’t. Because all little girls feel something overwhelming when they hear what my daddy said to me. I am wondering about my friend Cindy. She calls Father daddy and probably feels like his special girl. So now I am calling Him daddy when I want to and that’s that, it is a miracle that is occurring with me, his sacred created daughter. Inside every woman, there is a little girl looking for her Father, but moreso, they are looking for their Creator, their Eternal Sacred Daddy. I immediately noticed the difference between the two expressions and that is that. Sometimes we are his mature Christian daughters and sometimes we are just little girls when we are with talking to Him in prayer. With all that I understand with my 23 years of Biblical Research and my 15 years of Communications Research experience in the military I now understand all these things and this is the truth that I am telling you today, and you can read about the EM Spectrum and how it is being used by Satan as proof. It explains all paranormal activity, all hauntings, all alien abduction cases and you can also read on this website,how Watch Tower has become the Synagogue of Satan along with Kabbalistic Judaism (not Kosher Judaism, a term that I created for clean Judaism).

My Father in Heaven is innocent and would never harm a hair on my head. Yeshua is innocent, he would not harm me either intentionally. My face was kicked in viciously by a gang of men when I was 12 years old, which masculinized my face to the ultimate degree so that there are almost only static symmetry lines in it. Only when I smile is the muscular skeletal damage lifted and I resemble myself. I was having trouble getting a picture of myself and decided that some form of technology was being used to make me appear worse than I look, even with all the damage to my face. I had a moment of genius, took a video of myself with the phone, examined every frame and actually found 1 frame of my actual face and there I was, cute as a button and as pretty as a picture. So, software is being used and also technology is being used that is far in advance of what is currently known to the public. Satan is a million year old person, and is giving technology to humans who are with him, that makes Star Trek look like The Flintstones. Now you know Mr. President the absolute truth of the matter. You must use the plane that was used during the Gulf War, with an EM dampening field if and when, Satan and the demons do a public spectacle of any kind using The Electromagnetic Spectrum. You know the rest.

The alien abduction phenomenon is Satan and the demons using said technology, virtually reality with haptic response that is more advanced than anyone can imagine. People are tortured and cut into and they feel it cut into them as Satan and the demons, posing as aliens dissect them, without leaving a mark on their body.

Also read the page titled Jericho. I am done with this world, done with everything until the entire world gets the message and my Abba gives me the ultimate answer of all time. Is it the same Abba?

Genesis 18:15 Sarah was afraid, so she lied and said, “I did not laugh.” But he said, “Yes, you did laugh.”

Your Sacred Daughter,


Satan, an abomination in every possible way possible.

Ahyah who is Yahweh is the answer.

Yahweh means “He who brings into being”.

Only Ahyah is Yahweh.

Turns out I am the angel from hell and my husband is the wombat from hell. A perfect match!
Just be happy for me little ones.
Love always,
I cast no stones and I throw no bull.
Bad analogy month continues unabated ariba! ariba!
Pure evil, concentrated.

my before picture